Awwww my boys are so sweet! 😭
Bae & me at twenty one pilots :) @BriannaReh
my dad grew this potato that looks like a shark so he stuck a paper fin in it and he’s calling it Sharktato
it’s on a stick because he likes to move it around and sing the jaws theme song
"I have a deep fear of being too much. That one day
I will find my someone, and they will realize that I am
a hurricane. That they will step back and be intimidated
by my muchness."
This time last year I was unemployed, broke, and suicidal.
Today, I just got the keys to my first house.
Give it time.
Needed this today
when you hear people preach that it gets better, they aren’t joking. if it’s not better yet, it will be.
this post could literally be saving lives rn and that is why i love this website.
I woke up like this…don’t sleep in your makeup, mmmkay?
This is the note I wrote to myself the first time I drank too much…
#omg so dramatic
#why did I rant about the mighty boosh
“I’m still buzzed like two hours after I thought I was okay. This is stupid. Don’t do this again. Drinking is dumb. What’s the point? All I’m doing is hiccuping and trying not to fall over on my way to the bathroom. This is useless. I don’t really see a reason to do this again. Like ever.
I’m just barely out of control and it’s just enough to piss me off. I’m worried I might throw up. And I can’t stop shaking. I’m cold, but I’m wearing fleece pajamas. Maybe I need a sweatshirt. Either way, this is dumb.
Being sXe is fine. Not drinking at all is fine. I think dad has it all figured out. I don’t feel any different, except that I feel kinda sick and that I could have prevented myself from feeling this way if I hadn’t had anything to drink. Let this be a lesson to myself the next time I think I’m cool. Lol. Ugh. Just stop. It’s not worth it. This is so stupid.
I honestly wouldn’t be surprised if I woke up hungover for the first time in my life, because I had like 13 shots like a dumbass. I’m trying to keep myself from throwing up. I feel regret already. I couldn’t feel anything at first due to what I thought was a high tolerance. But maybe I’m just a doofus. I don’t even know anymore. I just know that this is a terrible feeling and I wish I was asleep already. It’s 4:18am and both Caty and Nicole are sound asleep and I’m writing this in the bathroom just in case I need to barf. I’ve never felt more stupid than right now. This is so dumb. I wish I could just sleep. Let this be a lesson to myself. Just have the sprite or water or tea. Don’t mess with the alcohol. It’s like when Howard and Vince messed with the occult that one time even though Naboo told em not to. Ugh. Good lord please help me. I’m so sorry I just wanted to see what this was like, but now I wish I’d never known. And I’m still not even sure what I know compared to what I knew before. Except that I feel nauseous and can’t sleep. Please let me sleep.
Oh man, I’m messed up enough to know I don’t want to be like this again. I’m literally trying not to bounce off the walls on my way back go the couch. I can’t stress enough just how stupid this is. I’m sober enough to know I never want to feel this way again. And I’m too tired and I can’t sleep cause I feel sick. This sucks. Who ever thought this was great is the biggest idiot on the planet. I don’t know how I’ll feel when I read this through again, but I hope I’ll believe my own words and judgement to not put myself in a situation like this again. This isn’t fun in any way. Everyone else is peacefully sleeping except me. And I nearly fell into the tub getting off of the toilet. What would have happened if I hurt myself? Oh god, this is beyond ridiculous. Why did I do this? I loathe myself at this point. Please don’t do this again. God, this was a stupid move. Please don’t let the girls see your regret in the morning. Don’t be a sloppy mess in front of anybody. Oh man. This next day could be rough. I guess we’ll see…
P.S. - Water is amazing.
Update = 4:46am.
It’s even really hard just to take aleve. Ugh.
I’ve never felt this squiggly for this long. It’s been over two hours. Dear Lord, I pray that I wake up alright.”
Being able to find someone you click with so naturally is the best feeling ever. You feel like you’ve been best friends you’re whole life, it feels like you’re coming home. You’re so comfortable with them. Maybe that’s what a soulmate is. Not someone who shares every single thing in common with you, but someone who feels like home.
(Source: bootyhole-princess, via sugardaddycal)